Everybody strays away from God at some point in their life. Why?
We tend to be SO focused on what we would like to do, rather than what HE would like us to do. Why? Because it is EASIER. When we focus on the things we would like to do, we are in our COMFORT zone. It is not entirely our fault, it is the evil spirits of this world that are making you stray away.
Someone told me the story about what the evil spirits like to do with their time. The Satan felt so defeated that people are turning more and more to God. One day, Satan and his minions had a meeting.
“How can we lure these stupid beings into our hands?!”
One suggested, “Keep them busy!”
And that is what they have done. You may think, ‘What, school work?’ No, not school work.
Technology. Social life. Drugs. Materialistic things. Pornography.
Technology isn’t ALL bad. But when you’re sitting in front of a computer 24/7, or perhaps checking your facebook status every second, or maybe even obsessed with your new iPad, playing games on it, and oh - don’t forget the PS3, or Wii, or those iPhones ——— Technology isn’t ALL bad. But when you spend so much time on it, you tend to be lured into the traps! You spend all your time on technology, and your brain goes eventually tired, and you end up with no time to read your Bible that is sitting on your bookshelf, gathering dust.
Perhaps technology is not what you’re spending your time on, perhaps it’s your friends, or drugs, or the strive to gain money, or even —— Pornography.
What is it different in your life now, in comparison to when you were in the summer break? Is it school? Is it your new friends?
What are these bad decisions? Are these bad decisions you can control (i.e. externally influenced)?
Remember that God does not judge. God always love. God is love. Do not be afraid to ask for forgiveness when you have done something wrong, because that is what God wants. God will forever forgive you. Remember that Jesus had died for a reason! So that we may be forgiven!
No one is perfect.
Remember the story of the lost sheep?
“What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, does he not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and neighbours, saying to them, ‘Rejoice with me! For I have found my sheep which was lost” … “I say to you, that likewise there will be more joy in heavien over one sinner who repents than over ninte-nine just persons who need no repentance.” - Luke 15:4-7.
Perhaps you’re a lost sheep right now, maybe all this time you’ve been spending all your time for YOURSELF. We all tend to do that. “Me me me me, what I want… What I need…” Most of the time, we live for OURSELVES.
But do not worry, for our Father knows you well. The Lord knows what you are going through, and that you are having a hard time to live for Him.
But He just wants you to know, that whatever you do - He loves you very much. He loves you so much, that He wants you to be saved and live with Him when the time comes.
Maybe right now, you think that you’re not good enough to live for Christ. Because of your bad decisions in the past, and so on. But God does not judge you.
He wants you to leave your past behind, and go with Him to a land filled of promises.
Sometimes we need to take a note that this world that we live in is only TEMPORARY. We must realise that our wants (materialistic, etc) are temporary. But our need for God, our Father, our Saviour, is not.
Don’t tell yourself that you’re going to change. Accept the fact that you HAVE changed. You have accepted Christ in your life, and you just need to do this little thing! Which is, pray more and give the steering wheel of your life to Jesus.
Believe that you are no longer the lost sheep, you are being CARRIED by God, and you’re on His shoulders. The Heavens are rejoicing for you have been found!
What do you do now?
Tell God your thoughts. Everything. What you’ve done. What you haven’t done. What you want to do, that may lead you astray from God’s plan. Tell Him EVERYTHING. Because He wants to know! He wants to know what goes on in your life. Afterall, He is our Father. And once you’ve told Him everything - Ask Him. Ask Him for forgiveness, for strength so that you may resist these evil spirits, for wisdom so that you may know what to do when you encounter certain situations that may tempt you and also guidance so that He may guide you to the right paths.
Of course, when you ask God something - You expect to get an answer. You may expect Him to say something audible in your ear. This may not happen, and if it does not - Do not feel hopeless or think that you are not good enough. It is because God’s spirit is so gentle and soft, we tend to not realise His presence.
Another thing you should do is pick that Bible up from the shelf, and read it. Start from the New Testament. Reading the Bible may be difficult, but take one step at a time. Perhaps the first day you’d like to read one verse. And the next day another.
Or maybe find some daily devotion on the internet that emails you new bible verses of the day every day. So that when you check your email, there is a reminder for you to read the Godly words of the day.
Find excuses to know more about Him. Following Christ believers on Tumblr is great too. :)
God bless,
-cs.
Prayer:
God,
Today we want to tell You our thoughts. Today we want to tell You what we have done. Today we want to ask You for forgiveness. Lord, we realise that we are not worthy. We are nothing compared to You. But we want to thank You for everything that You have done for us.
Dear Lord Jesus, we understand that sometimes we are lead astray from Your love, and that we tend to focus on ourselves - But Lord, teach us to seek Your paths, teach us to be more like You, teach us to love and care.
We don’t want to make bad decisions anymore. We don’t want to do something that displeases You, we want to bring something forward as an offering, we want to put forward our lives so that we may live for You, and You alone.
Thank You Lord for the forgiveness, thank You for taking away our burdens, thank You for everything.
Amen.